been bit down in the dumps

not sure what is up with me. I am slim and I am healthy and my life is so much better. I think it is cos nearly the anniversary of my Mums death. She died nearly 13 yrs ago and i guess i took it hard really. One day i looked around and realised that i had not moved on but everyone else had. hope my mood changes soon cos i hate being down in the mouth. gives me more wrinkles !