not been on here for a whole mth. been busy old time. lots of social events , work and just having fun. is so strange cos last yr was so different. i never went out, never went shopping and never had fun. now i like having my picture taken, like looking in the mirror, like buying clothes in normal shops. I have more energy and am never resting on my laurels. always dashing about.
have had a fab xmas and not gone overboard . did not want to quite frankly. just does not appeal now , gorging myself. i just do not like the feeling of eating too much. i no longer need food to comfort me.
Me and Howie are happy enough, sure we have our ups and downs but i think we will go the distance. He is learning to give me space now and not to keep putting me up on a pedestal like some demi god. sure it is nice to have someone always complimenting me and saying how wonderful i am but it does get wearing sometimes.
with regards to WW , i see it now as a way of life not as a diet. i am trying to eat more healthily and eat all my pts cos Ellie will shout if i lose more weight. I must admit i am getting a bit concerned cos i am now 7 lbs below my goal weight. but the leader has said that this does happen sometimes. i have spent the past yr, mastering the art of losing and now i have to master the art of maintaining !
My life has totally changed for the better, i have made many friends on the way ( Elliehelps, Brownlees, Tallgirl on the boards, and have made friends at the gym and at weightwatchers. I feel very positive and confident and have come to realise that i am not as bad as i thought i was . I am a half decent human being who deserves a pop at this life. so i will grab life by the throat from now on cos i only get one shot at it.
I don't think for one moment that the weight will go back on cos i did this for me and to feel happy again. as long as i am a normal weight i will be happy and why would i want to be sad and miserable as i was when i was big. it just would not make any sense to put the weight back on. am having too much fun as i am now.
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